sometimes she sits and wonders
alone in her corner and tears streaming down her face she asks herself
why? why is this her reality
There are those that abuse her those that judge her for faults
and when there are those who truly love her
who believe she is the greatest there is
she does not believe
she cannot believe them for all the times she has the person dies
taken by the disease of no cure
it slowly infects their body till they are no more
she wonders if its her fault
no she knows it is her fault
for when she accepts their love they leave
in the most painful and dreadful way possible
so she no longer believes she no longer accepts
because she has convinced herself that she cannot, that she is not allowed.
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